Despite having some sort of bug for the past few days that has given me a nightly fever and upset stomach AND despite lying awake from 2:30 to 4:00 am this morning with a racing mind that wouldn’t let me sleep, I was up with husband at 5 am and out the door at 5:45 to take part in the Kirkland Triathlon.
It was a whopping 54 degrees as we waited for the start and was actually a relief to step into the water as the 63 degree water was WARMER than standing on shore. This triathlon started with a 1/2 mile swim, about twice as long as the last (and only) triathlon I did. So I swam swam swam and was only bothered by 2 facts: 1) I can’t swim a straight line to save my life; and 2) the sun finally came out and was at such an angle that I looked right into the sun every time I took a breath.
Then came the bike leg. Oy. “Hilly” does not even begin to adequately describe this course. I was huffing and puffing for most of it. It didn’t help that I had my bike adjusted 2 weeks ago (and then had NOT ridden it since then) and when I started up the FIRST (OF MANY) hills, my bike seat started to twist and then DROPPED all the way down. Yep- I was riding with my knees in my armpits. Sigh. At one point, at some steep hill, people were dropping off their bikes to walk and I was struggling, some guy along the side of the road started yelling at me that I had another wheel and to switch gears. I was trying so hard to switch gears and was at a loss until he yelled at me HOW to change to the other wheel. Yes, I was that brain dead from lack of oxygen at that point.
Then came the run. After that horrendous bike leg, I had no feeling (0ther than pain, obviously) below my hips. I started off (uphill, BTW) with my soon to be patented triathlon run shuffle and it took at least 2 miles for any blood or oxygen to reach my legs. During the last mile, I saw one of husband’s co-workers who gave me a cheer and that helped. Then out of nowhere comes husband sprinting like no one else and gives me a hug as he runs by. That gave me the oomph to reach the top of the last hill and head down to the finish line.
And my second triathlon was completed. 16th out of 74th in my age division. I’ll take it.
Rachel Brownell, the mother of twins and a newborn, and suffering from postpartum depression, was using alcohol to cope and maintain a sense of herself as “more than mommy.” Gradually, she faced the truth about her alcoholism and found the help she needed to get sober. Her book, Mommy Doesn’t Drink Here Anymore: Getting Through the First Year of Sobriety (Conari Press), is part-memoir, and part-self-help book, providing hope, help, and support for a less visible part of the recovery community. “Brownell doesn’t pull any punches about the ugly side of her addiction, and her first year of sobriety is fraught with times where she felt lost, as if she were hanging on only by her fingernails, and overwhelmed by life without alcohol o help buffer it … There is no glowing happy ending, just the reality that life must be faced one day at a time.” – Library Journal.